My heart was racing, sure it would burst through my chest very soon, I was out of breath and it was not easy to remain standing. Oh I just needed a cup of green tea and all would be OK, I convinced myself.
Here is the difference between normal people and fools. I include myself as a fool here. Normal people would seek medical assistance by going to see a doctor or calling an ambulance. Fools like me think you don’t need to worry about it and it will just go away eventually.
It took me 30 minutes to calm down but I could still feel something was not right this time. I was even stupid enough to have a business meeting and then spend time checking my emails. Then the headaches started. Wow, surely my head would explode very soon, plus I was sure my heart would do the same. On arrival at Boris Hospital a doctor who knew me said they had found something on the x-ray taken the previous Saturday. They whisked me into the intensive care unit. I’m on my back with several faces looking at both me and the monitor above my head. Those ICU doctors and nurses swing into action very quickly. I had no idea what was my heart rate but I knew it was very fast and irregular. Something was wrong.
I was told they were going to give me ‘something’ to try and reduce my heart rate. They injected something into me and it didn’t work. The senior doctor then looked into my face and said ‘’Gerald we will need to restart your heart electronically’’. You have an Arrhythmia of the heart. (I had the same problem in 2009) He was holding what I call ‘zappers’. I was expecting someone to say ‘’CLEAR’’ before he zapped me. My eyes must have been the size of tennis balls as I was thinking, ‘’NO surely he is not going to zap me while I’m still awake?’’. He must have seen the shock on my face because he then said ‘’It’s OK we will give you something to calm you down first’’.
I woke up. Maybe I was out for only a short time. I could see four or more faces looking over me. All faces were without any emotional signs. Just blank looking. Here is the thing about Slavic people and Ukrainians in the main. They have no understanding about the importance of non-verbal communications. If I had woken up in a hospital in England I would have been reassured by the smiling faces of the nurses probably followed by a voice with a northern accent saying something like ‘’Everything’s all right Gerald love you made it don’t worry’’. Here in Ukraine…nothing.
The doctor finally said ‘’we did not have to restart you electronically, as soon as we put you to sleep your heart started to return to normal’’. Well that was a relief.
Intensive care units are busy places and this one no different. When you are a patient you spend most of the time on your back and never really see what is going on. That’s why you listen and try to imagine. I could hear that the man in the next cubical struggling to create any comprehensible sentences as he tried to attract the attention of the nurses. Mnnn but this is a private clinic in Ukraine why would they accept a drunk into the ICU. Poor man had suffered a stroke.
Now that I was stabilised and all wired up to broadcast media the bips and pips became very important sounds. I disconnected the single wire connected to my index finger only to set off the alarm with staff running. Lesson learned. I’d managed to hang on to my mobile phone and was impressed to find a Wi-Fi network in the ICU. But they are not the places for rest and sleep and more busy than a metro station and noisy. Just as I was trying my best to get some sleep I heard the arrival of Sergey.
Still on my back I could detect the noise of ‘projectile vomiting’ and the noise associated with great gut wrenching pain. Sergey had eaten or drank something which was now churning his insides. Reminded me of my younger days. I had already developed empathy with Sergey. Problem is he never shut up for the next NINE hours. Why they did not knock him out I do not know. I was tempted to ask a nurse to give me something to help me sleep.
It wasn’t until 4pm the next day that things started to calm down. If fact the ICU was now empty apart from me. Most of the patients had been taken from the hospital. This is a Ukrainian technique. Pay for the real hard work required but don’t waste money with fancy after care services. Unless you are a foreigner or rich Ukrainian. The staff were sat around with nothing to do and one doctor said ‘’Maybe we will keep you here for another night Gerald’’. OH NO. NO NO NO NO. It might get like Piccadilly Circus again tonight. I want some sleep. A calm private room for me thanks.
Boris Hospital is OK. They are professional and will take care of you. I’m happy as a result of the four days I was there. It became obvious that they have had their fingers burned by many non-payers in the past and so now operate a very strict deposit and payment system. After I was stabilised in the ICU I was approached by someone from the admin staff who asked me how I intended to pay the $1000 deposit. By bank card please. But we can’t do that here. Our terminals only work on the first floor. So they disconnected me from the ICU systems and put me in a wheelchair and took me down to the first floor to swipe my card through a machine. A few minutes later I’m back in the ICU all wired up again. Perhaps you know what I’m going to say next. Can you imagine a hospital in Britain doing this? Maybe a lesson for the NHS? Oh the joys of the private sector.